30 जुलाई 2023

Black Maps

Not the attendance of stones, 
nor the applauding wind, 
shall let you know 
you have arrived, 

not the sea that celebrates 
only departures, 
nor the mountains, 
nor the dying cities. 

Nothing will tell you 
where you are. 
Each moment is a place 
you’ve never been. 

You can walk believing 
you cast 
a light around you. 
But how will you know? 

The present is always dark.
Its maps are black, 
rising from nothing, 
describing, 

in their slow ascent 
into themselves, 
their own voyage, 
its emptiness, 

the bleak, 
temperate necessity of its completion. 
As they rise into being 
they are like breath. 

And if they are studied at all it is only to find, 
too late, 
what you thought were 
concerns of yours do not exist. 

Your house is not marked on any of them, 
nor are your friends, 
waiting for you to appear, 
nor are your enemies, listing your faults. 

Only you are there, 
saying hello to what you will be, 
and the black grass is holding 
up the black stars.

--- Mark Strand

22 जुलाई 2023

Let July be July

Even here, you are growing.
When August is approaching
and you feel a little restless
thinking about how
this month might end
and how
this year might end
and how you are supposed to
start again,
you are growing,
you are growing,
in grace
courage
strength.

And it is okay
if it does not feel like it.
It is okay if there are moments
where you cannot see
the way you have grown,
because far beneath the surface
the seeds have still been sown.
The ground beneath your feet
is still a bed for new beginnings.

So much is changing around you
but you are changing, too.

You are so much more than the brokenness
that you were certain would define you.

It has not been easy for you.
You have worked so hard
to be the positive one.
You have given your best
in areas of your life
where the effort was not returned.
And this has made it so hard
for you to keep going,
and there have been days
where you were not sure
if it was even possible.
But after everything,
here you are,
just a little stronger,
holding on a little longer,
and you still found room for hope.

So take heart
breathe deep
you are still becoming
who you were meant to be.

Let July be July.
Let August be August.
And let yourself

just be
even in
the uncertainty.
You don’t have to fix
everything.
You don’t have solve
everything.
And you can still
find peace
and grow
in the wild
of changing things.

--- Morgan Harper Nichols

9 जुलाई 2023

उन्होंने कहा हम न्याय करेंगे

उन्होंने कहा हम न्याय करेंगे
हम न्याय के लिए जाँच करेंगे
मैं जानता था वे क्या करेंगे
तो मैं हँसा 

हँसना ऐसी अँधेरी रात में 
अपराध है
मैं गिरफ़्तार कर लिया गया।

--- उदय प्रकाश