My Mother’s Fault

You marched with other seven-year-old girls,
Singing songs of freedom at dawn in rural Gujarat,
Believing that would shame the British and they would leave India. 

Five years later, they did. You smiled, 

When you first saw Maqbool Fida Husain’s nude sketches of Hindu goddesses, 

And laughed, 

When I told you that some people wanted to burn his art. 

‘Have those people seen any of our ancient sculptures? Those are far naughtier,’ You said.

Your voice broke, On December 6, 1992, 

As you called me at my office in Singapore, 

When they destroyed the Babri Masjid. 

‘We have just killed Gandhi again,’ you said. 

We had. Aavu te karaay koi divas (Can anyone do such a thing any time?) 

You asked, aghast, Staring at the television, 

As Hindu mobs went, house-to-house, 

Looking for Muslims to kill, 

After a train compartment in Godhra burned, 

Killing 58 Hindus in February 2002. 

You were right, each time. 

After reading what I’ve been writing over the years, 

Some folks have complained that I just don’t get it. 

I live abroad: what do I know of India? 

But I knew you; that was enough. 

And that’s why I turned out this way. 

--- Salil Tripathi